Who is this for?

So, I know I am cryptic.  But, considering that I don't think anyone out there reads this blog at all, who do I write this for?  I suppose me, myself and I.  And its not really cryptic to me.  So yeah.  And its a blog, so its out there for public consumption, but really, who is going to know about it anyway?  It actually makes it exciting to have this secret window into my  head open for the entire world to glance through, but no one really knows its there.  I do also realize that most of my posts are contemplative, and somewhat meloncholy, so I wonder, am I only insprired to write when I am feeling this way?  Why don't I ever write the silly funny stuff that comes to my mind.  Like how weird the word egg is.  or whatever.  I must get on that....